I swore I'd never fall again.
But I did.

Man. I don't understand myself sometimes.
I am so naive.
The last two weeks have been incredible.
But they weren't real.
How does that feel?
It feels like a bucket of cold water.
Again
Again
Again
And Again.
Fuck reality.
I want to live in a dream.

YOU TOOK ALL OF ME.
I don't understand how, a person can be so fine.
And then it just goes, with some words.
That are meaningless.

How do you say no, to something you want so badly?
Here's the thing. You don't say no.
Cause if you do.
You are stupid.
But if you don't.
You are stupid.
At least if you don't say no, you get some happiness.

Garunteed.
It's been forgotten.
And it's fine.
They're fine.
I'm not.

Worst thing is being forgotten by someone you will never forget.
Thinking about someone who gives you no thought.
Loving someone...
Falling and love, and never ever being caught.
Getting used to a feeling.
Having it taken away.
Then given a glimpse of that feeling once more.
And losing it.
You think about what you could have done better.

I don't want this anymore.
You've left before.
This time you will stay gone that's for sure.
He shattered something else.
And shatters something new
And something everytime
Is broken.

I wanted you to talk me out of it.

Annd I'm done.
Thanks for reading.

No happily ever after.
That just ain't for me.
Cause finally I know.
I deserve better... after all.
Missed, loved, never forgotten.

Cheers, Love and Pancakes.
Stay True.


In Denial.